Thinking of you. You have a plan and that is key. Put in the paperwork, GO TO YOUR LIBRARY nearby and they have free programs for computers, printing out things for free and more. They can also help you with community things. ASK and don't stop asking for what you need. Call and go if you can. If you take active steps every single day and follow up multi times a day if needed, you will get this. First step, find a place to live that is safe. Do you have an idea? Then, slowly build back in your clinical hours....list and priorities in the list and it will all happen. Don't give up. You got this.