hi my name is lisa i am a recovering addict/alcoholic with 1 1/2 yrs in i am finding that when i go to my moms house memories are poping up and many many triggers when i was a young child 3,4,childrens aid came n got me at 13 my mom is a christian now and i know she feels just awful for her past mistakes,but i see an extention cord,it's a trigger coz that was her weapon of choice,the word quietly sets me off where i am rite back to being 5/6 coz if we cried we had to cry quietly,there seems to be way to many,i love my momma and i thot i had forgiven her now i think i'm not so sure please pray that as triggers pop up that i will recognize them for what they are,the past,but i feel like i'm rite back at the age of 10 and that is where i could use alot of prayer,and that no matter how it makes me feel i do not have to medicate,so that i may meditate,instead thanx God bless each and everyone of you peace out

i am a recovering addict i find myself in a place of confusion,i have had little experience in the way of doing what is pleasing to God,i feel afraid as i do not know what to do besides goin to meetings,help