Hi Jill,
I said a prayer for you tonight. I work in a place that has connections to a lot of resources for women in situations like yours. Have you tried to contact your local YWCA, Salvation Army or your county's department of human services? These all have aid available for a variety of circumstances. The goal is to get you back on your feet and not be homeless, jobless or suffering a mental health crisis. Many of us find ourselves in desperate circumstances and there is no shame in getting help for a leg up. The only way from down is up.

Flossy, have you reached out to your doctor to start or adjust some medication for the depression? I fought that for a long time, but it worked wonders.

Praying for you today. You may not know what you need but God does. I hope you're doing well today. There are lots of people praying for you. You have value. You are worthy. You are important. You are LOVED. YOU ARE LOVED. YOU ARE LOVED. 💘