I pray that anyone who prays for my freedom from meth and my ongoing battle with depression (+20 years), would recieve a Job-like blessing. I have always wanted to help people and alleviate suffering. I won't take any freedom or blessing I recieve for granted. I will bless and help other people too when I'm healthier. I am noting who has prayed for me and will be praying for those who pray for me. Even if I missed you, God knows and He most definitely will reward you. This I know.
Please pray that God would end the trial I'm going through. I am tired of hiding this, I'm ashamed, I've been judged enough in life to know to be vulnerable is to get hurt. I can't do this myself and I can't keep going. Please pray God would reach out and rescue me. He knows I won't reach out. I want to, but I won't. Please pray for me that this gets better. This burden and everything else is too much for me. God knows I never turned anyone away in their trouble, though it has always happened to me so I'm afraid to reach out anymore. Please pray God would rescue me or intervene in my life or give me a feeling that I deserve to get help.
Please pray God would take control of my life and change it for the better and have me get healthy and recover from an addiction to meth. Please pray God would calm my fears about gaining weight, and that God and the Holy Spirit would help me open up my heart and be able to recieve God's unconditional love for me. Please pray God would help me forgive everyone who hurt me in the past, especially Brad. Please pray God would save my soul and my life. I don't know how sick I really am, I have a meth addiction that I developed to cope with 20+ years of depression that doesn't respond to anything. I'm in a really really bad situation and to make a long story short, I grew up with conditional love. Anytime I really needed emotional support growing up, I had to try to comfort myself. I struggle to recieve any love because I've been given the message I'm unworthy so many times. That's also why I never reached out, and also I would embarrass my family. Please pray God would deliver me. I honestly don't know how much longer I can live like this. I don't want to die of an overdose or suicide but that is my fate most likely if God won't intervene.
Please pray for me. I don't want to end my life. I want the pain to end. I don't understand my depression or why I'm sad for no reason. I can't explain it to anyone so they'll understand. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to use drugs and hide an addiction that I picked up trying to mask depression and appear fine so people are more comfortable around me. I can't pretend much longer but I was never the type to assert myself. I will probably just get blamed or made to feel even worse about it. God knows that is why I don't reach out. I have in the past and it got turned around on me and I was told it was my fault. I don't want to kill myself but I'm not going to reach out because that has never gone well for me. Please pray for me. I'm not going to say anything or reach out. I'm probably going to eventually die if God won't intervene. My parent's long ago made it known my needs aren't important and don't make us look bad. This is killing me to keep it inside but I'm not important enough to say what I need. I tried as hard as I could but this is much more than I can handle. Please pray God would intervene because I won't reach out. That would be "selfish" of me to "embarrass" them (my parents) by telling people I need help. I know this because my teacher in 5th grade told my parents I had low self esteem and my parents yelled at me for it.
Please pray God saves my soul. I am addicted to a drug and I tried to go without it and I really struggle. I don't want to be a slave to it and I don't want to willfully sin. I feel like I almost can't help it and I really don't like that about myself. Please pray God makes it impossible for me to get access to this drug anymore because if I have it in my possession I can't leave it alone. I don't want to be willfully sinning but I'm such a coward about everything. Please pray God would fix this situation so I never can go back to this. I hate my addiction. I am ashamed and embarrassed of it. Please pray God saves my soul no matter what it takes.
This pain is unbearable and it doesn't make any sense because there is nothing to be sad about. This pain is crushing and no one understands it, not even me. I am done with this and I am seriously contemplating taking my life right now. I have no friends, no purpose, and nothing to lose. I'm already bound in an addiction that there is no way out of. There is no hope and I am seriously going to end my life any time now..
Please pray God and the Holy Spirit give me whatever I need to make it through this. I'm alone and I have no friends and I want to end my life but I'm trying with all my heart not to. I can't deal with this pain please please please from the bottom of my heart please pray God hears my cry and has mercy on me. My life is at stake. I can't do this alone, I can't hold on much longer. I don't want to die but its beginning to feel like there is no way out. Please pray God helps me. I'm really not ok. I should be screaming for help but I tried that when I was little and people told me it made them uncomfortable. I won't make a sound. I'm dying in silence. At this rate, someone will find my body somewhere and everyone will be like we had no idea. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I can't handle this. I can't suffer in silence alone but it makes people uncomfortable. I can't find a way out. Please pray God is on my side and will fight this battle for me.
I don't want to take my life but I can't bear living with depression and this addiction anymore. I have no friends. I have no one who understands. My ex is a narcissist and makes me feel increasingly suicidal. I can't get out of my situation alone. I don't want to bother people with my problems so I'm not reaching out. I'm quiet when I should be screaming for help. God knows I'll die quietly. Please pray God intervenes in my situation in whatever way He chooses and turns it around before its too late and I give up hope completely. I'm almost at the end of my rope. This is a serious request. My life depends on it. Please pray for me. I don't want to die.
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