I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. It will get better. Just Pray, have Faith, and be Patient. God's timing is never wrong. In the meantime, go through life always doing the right thing, and give what you can to others, even just a smile or encouragement. We're all in this life together and we're all going through some pretty cruddy battles. I'll be Praying for you.
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