The most important thing you said "whatever is God's Plan for you". Listen for an answer. It may be a while before he answers you. The most miserable thing you can do in your life is to marry someone that doesn't want to marry you. It will be a great mistake if this person is not the one God wants for you. Sounds like u need to back away. If this IS the one for you God will reveal it to you. There are thousands of others that you can be happy with. JUST WAIT, WAIT, WAIT.....
Yes, I will pray for you.