i have drowned in a lake of self pity and depression since the people i loved turned against me and changed me, to the extent that iv started doubting everything, including what i believed was the love of my life.give me the strength and will power and means to get my old spark and resilience and attitude back, and help make my family more peaceful, so i may be able to drive these demons and depression out of my mind, and be happy again, and thus be able to make others happy again.thats all i want.please god. thank you.