I continue to struggle with my marriage, unemployment, surviving. I constantly battling depression. My daughter is turning 19 on Monday and she barely or rarely speaks to me. She has true disgust towards her adopted father (my husband), and recently she shared with me why. Poor child has grown up without a true father figure. I feel as if I have failed as a parent. My life is in shambles. I want a job for Christmas, but I want the job that will be the "right" fit. I have been in this city for 6 months and just feel like I don't fit here. No matter how hard I try no one wants to give me a chance. Unemployment is high, despite what the "government" is showing. I am completely frustrated, losing sleep, can't afford my medication. I know God has gotten me this far and he can pull me through. Please pray for me for clarity and the right words to say when I am being interviewed. I am ready for a new start in 2020.