God sent His Son Jesus to save us of our sins. He forgives us and me must first learn how to forgive ourselves. Fall on your knees and confess all your sins to God. Ask for forgiveness and then start praising Him for your deliverance. It may not be easy but the more your praise Him and Claim your deliverance, you will start to feel better. God is our strength because we are all so fleshly week. Don’t let the thoughts of the devil tell you that it is hopeless. Rebuke him in the Mighty Name of Jesus. And talk to a minister who you trust. Ask God to send the right people to you to help. He Will Do It!!!! ❤️ I’ll be praying for you. God loves you and so do I❤️🙏🏾✌🏾