Needing prayer and guidance in my life. I have major depression and anxiety with other health issues that my doctor says he does not know what is going on with me. I've battled depression since 18yr old, went as far as attempting to end my life but I'm still here. I cry most of time when no one is around, I hurt emotionally and physically and at times I just want to be at peace but there is no such for me. I battle the thoughts of hearing all the negative verbal words and statements. I've built a thick wall, I've been sexually assaulted, I've was in a short lived abusive relationship, I struggled raising my children alone and still struggling today. I need help.. I need clarity... I need guidance... Please keep me in prayer.