My name is Melissa and I lost my 16 year old son 8 months ago and I have been trying so hard to understand why God has taken him from me. My son's father gave him a leathal dose of Methadone WHY??? And than he fell asleep on the couch and I found him and tried to breathe life into him untill the ambulance got there, since that day on nov 24,2012 I have left my children's father and I am trying to raise my three youngest 2 1/2, 5, 8, to the best of my ability, I take them to church faithfully and try to be a good roll model I just need prayers to help us to live a happy abundant life I am not asking for wealth or fame just some hope for our futures for the Lord to find it in his will for me to find happiness and to be the best mom I can be and that We will find a stable Home to live in that we can grow and live and laugh and remember in!!! I Need to find away to release all this sadness from my loss and turn it into good for my children that do not yet fully understand. Thank you and God bless you all as well. Love your sister in Christ Melissa Marshall