First I pray for all who pray for me and my prayer, god bless. I pray my children pull out of all the mental and emotional problems they're suffering, that they succeed in school in a way that makes them happy. I pray my mate and I get thru this emotional time and that god calms us after the loss of our mom and that god replenishes us financially that there is more fairness and peace in this world.Amen

Father god I come to you with an open heart with a request that you continue to kp me n my children my family n few true friend s I have to allow us to remain healthy n alive here on earth to kp being faithful children to you. We know we are weak n you are strong . I want to be out of this depression so I can see with clearer eyes your love n goodness n your plans for me I want to kp being a mother of my four children the best that I can the depression kps me from any enthusiasm very lil happiness or energy. My children are my life n with my health problems its hard enough to get around. All who are reading this I humbly ask you to pray for me. We struggle as a family everytime my husband gets a job he does so well works very hard but every single time n I dont understand why but the company downsizes n hes practically first to go evrry single time. Hes a good man n I always tell him that god has a plan for you n to believe in me that there is a reason for everything that for some reason almighty god wants you home for a time . The trouble is lord ..is that we have four children to raise n because of this happening so much we dont have anything for the kids to go to college or get a car we have nothing to offer lord. We've a 18 ..17, 14 n 12 yr old . Im scared so much about the future everyday lord so much so that its crippling . The other thing is that we lose our houses everytime he loses his job . I want to take a phlebotomy class or something that I don't have to stand walk alot or lift because of my m.s. n my torn ligament s n bad bk I can't walk more then thirty minutes before my hip n knee or bk go out . Im afraid lord I need you my children needs you my husband needs you my brothers need you .. ive got one with diabetes I got one who struggle s everyday raising his son alone I have brothers one cant face me one hates me ..I have a supposed bestfriend that kps stealing from me ....I cant find my dad n hes out there hating me literally over something not true. Lord I worry so much every second of the day about everyone Ive ever known. I recently got in touch with quite a few friend s I grew up with n rt away because ive lost loved ones n have so few in my life that I send request s on fb to make them family. I just lost so many of my family on my moms husband s side of the family n so many of my aunts n uncles etc. that I feel like the only way to fill the emptiness in my heart I cant help but ask for family im making my own family. Im not rich enough or accomplished enough to have my step dads family acknowledge me at all I believe hes embarrassed of me. N it hurts me so so much .. its caused alot of damage in my heart my mind .. dear lord please give me the strength to quit smoking cigarettes soon. Ive a feeling it is starting to really harm me. After all that father god all the damage its caused me in my mind body n soul not understanding why the blind hate my family has on me or why they wont talk to me or listen to wat ive to say just dropping me like a nobody n im not but the irony is ..that I feel like im slowly becoming nobody ..some of my family will report me for sending a friend request saying they dont know me n then blocking me. Im like any of your other children I am not without sin of course but the one thing I wint do n its to be cruel to anybody. I cant it would eat me alive ..please open their eyes n heart to me on their own lord. Please help me lord. ....Amen.
P.s. god bless anyone who prays for me n comments hopefully they're opinion s n kind thought s anyone may have I need it . Also im thinking of taking a minister class to further know our lord n savior. Thank you for taking the time to read this I know its long .

I ask you pray for me that my family will survive this financial crisis no job big bills n please quickly weed out the people that are not true friends sometimes im just too blind to see. Bless my mothers my fathers everyone in my life amen thank you

Please pray for my brothers Dusty and Casey .. that they are safe and know God's love for them ..keep them living long lives and happy ones I pray .. in jesus name amen

Im asking for your prayers for my son JOSHUA .. pray that he is protected at all times by the grace and light of our Lord ..pray that he comes to understand his worth in this life and that drugs are not the way to feel happy and loved that all the people around him are using him and taking advantage of his kind giving nature. Please pray for my boy JOSH . Amen