i do always pray for every single prayer request i see, i even bring the world into my songs to the lord, often never ever ask for prayer my self, for i am always in prayer, i suffer from extreme Posttraumatiskt stressyndrom, and have done since i was little, i was abused on the way to school, and i have suffered extreme prosecution for my faith in the lord, the goverment have even taken my child away from me, because i said i Believe God will protect his Children in the end time, and because i said that, they thought i was about to kill my own son, something i would never do, so they started to attack my apartment with child service, and because of my sevare ptsd i started to fear the worst, so that made me flee away to an other country to my home town in sweden, to my mothers place. and we was in the run for a half year, and the norwigen polise called swedish polise, and said to the swedish polise that my child was missing possible dead, and the swedish polise came, 10 cops, and they thought my child was really dead, they came with blue and red lights and was all over the my mother yard, they maltreated me, i had to lay in my own blood for hours, my son was taken middle of the night away to norway. the swedish cops was in shock said, there is no crime here. over and over again. i was in praise the entire time, played my guitar, and praised God, it was like God took over, and my entire body was covered in the holy fire. still, it made my ptsd even worse after all that happened, i cant trust any human, i can only trust God. for it is the only one who was with me, when i was prosecuted over and over again, for something i would never do. because of my faith, i will never be able to be a father, for a poor person will never ever be a father in the norwigen culture, all i have is a relationship with the lord. all my money is going to pay out my study at a bible school in norway, that cost me more then a year of payment. i am lucky i have a mother, that open her hands, so my wife and i could live there, untill i could pay my bills, and find a place to live, it is hard, for were ever i go, i fear to be attacked again, so i often have a migraine, hard to find a work when i constant fear the world. the only place i feel peace, is with the lord, the only work i can do, is to minister the preach the words. my entire life have been a life of prosecution, because i speak the truth. even in church i speak the truth. even if God showes me the spirit in the churches. some walk holy, some are lukewarm, nether cold or hot. God have showen me many secrets. but what will that do. when no one listen, for the world listen to the world. but when the truth of the Holy God, and the Gift of Christ is spoken of, they close there ears. so all i can do, is to pray, and sing my days in praise, for the presence of the lord comfort me daily, and is the only thing that can help me is Yhvh, its the savior of mankind. the way of jesus christ, that can save me out of my situation. i hate the darkness in this world, but i love the Light of Our most high God.
Sorry for i write so much, i have alot within my heart.
if you did not understand something, please don't be afraid to ask.
i will explain my situation.
thanks for reading, and i am greatful for your time reading my situation.
may the lord bless you, and anoint you, and place the armor of God upon you, so that you will stand against the forces of evil in this world. i would never ever ask for prayer, but now i do. because i want to find a peace in my walk with the lord. as every other christian in the world. lord my God, please lord, adonai, may you aproche your children, protect us father, from prosecution, i believe in your power, the power of resurrection, i believe you can change every situation, may your will be done. as it is in heaven lord. lead us out of all errors, and guide us into the spirit of Truth. God bless you all. in the mighty name of Jesus, i pray.
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