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Veronica Lynn
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Veronica Lynn
Oct 1, 2017

Prayer Request

My prayers just don't seem to work. No matter how hard I try. When I ask god for something I ask him to help change me or whatever the problem is. Right now I really need him. I believe that my boyfriend was sent to me from god. Him and I have had the same kind of life. As in how people have treated us. We both have been cheated on our whole times of relationship. I love this man very dear. But I cant seem to get him or us on the same page. I understand he tries to keep all people around him happy. But it seems that he can't do it cause he doesn't know how. He has pushed his kids aside for his women. I told him from the beginning to try to get a relationship with his kids. Well this week he has made plans with me then broke them off for his kids plus he couldn't find his pain pills. Am I to look at this as a sign that we r not to b. Well I hope not. He needs help. He needs to find a better way of doing things. I live an hour away from him. So we don't see each other everyday. His kids live like 2 minutes and 20 minutes away from him. I honestly can't see why he has to break his plans with me when he can go see his kids when we r not going to b together.
All I know is no matter how much I put my heart out there I keep getting hurt. I wasted a year and a half getting over my ex. Now 10 months later I am hurting again. And who knows how long this one will take to get over. So please I am asking for help with prayers to god asking him to fix this and to get Dan and I to understand one another better. But he doesn't want Dan and I together then I need his help to move on. I have no real friends I can turn to other than god. So please help me. I am tired of hurting. When I hurt I hurt everything of me. All I ever do is hurt people. I'm not perfect. I don't know how to control things of me. Please I need this man back in my life. I think he is blaming me for something I didn't do.
Thank u god bless.