I'm feeling for you deeply. I can feel your pain & do can God. I've asked him to heal you.. and he said he would if only you believe and Never give up!! My advice to you is to ask God directly yourself for healing of this terrible disease. My prayers ate with yout always.
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It's something everyone deals with depression and anxiety. But I'm praying for Randy.