When you so want God's Blessing on something, but years down the line and... nothing.... years of hoping, praying, crying before God....
then I start questioning myself about the saying that "if God is in it, there's no stopping it... ?
Then I find myself asking God, "What now? How do I handle this?" Do I stay and hope for something that might never happen? Do I continue living a life that makes me feel like I am going against every value I believe in... and at what cost? losing myself... my self-value and Godly values in the process... losing my right-standing with God;.... and all in the name of love? time ticks...
maybe I'm old fashioned, but the Covenant matters...
What have I gotten myself into?... inner conflict, too big to handle...
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