May the light of God shine on you. Cast your burdens unto Jesus for he cares for you

When God wants you to his attention he sends the people you love most to act in ways you do not understand. Keep praying for your son, forgive him, ask the holy spirit to lead and guide you. God will intervene

When praying tell God the giver of your son that you are giving him back to him and let God be in control. Let it be a spiritual warfare not a physical one.