I just want to express my gratitude publicly. I spend a lot of time whining on here. I sincerely thank you all for your prayers and for helping me and giving me kind words when I struggle. It means a lot. Today has actually been pretty good. I have to give
God praise for giving me a break from the potters wheel, and praise for the storms that are molding me. Its all working for my good and I can see the good things happening in me. It sure doesn't feel good when it's happening. But I know in my heart it's necessary. Growing pains. I hope i can reach the mentality that James suggested, to be able to count it all joy, one day soon. Thank you God and and thank all of you guys. God bless you all.