Hi all, I have been struggling with my life and find no reason to smile anymore. I have 3 wonderful kids but my love for them has turned into constant worry instead. I have been struggling to make ends meet for 10+ years, and have been alone all of that time as well. I need to find something good in this life and for it to have meaning. I just want to stop the pain of sadness and loneliness..it hurts way too much.