Dear God, i know that i am so wrong for only being here because i needed you .... yup, i dont have anyone i could turn to but you ... i want to be as calm as possible ... i know i was being stupid God for being in the same relationship again ... i keep on doubting and being hurt ... i really thought we could start a brand new one but i just keeps on getting hurt ... i know i should be strong , to stay strong .. but God could you at least touch that person to be honest with me .. because God i can't ask anymore since that person wont tell me anything ... please God can you?