I am 25 .. just got through my graduation ceremony today .. and soon on 5th i'll be leaving my country to another for my post-grad. I am bit scared and worried as i have never stayed without my friends before. My family is a mess and i am impulsive and irritating person. I often do understand that i hurt people is different ways...but i dont try to stop myself from doing that. i even am a bit selfish person as-well...I pray to ALLah may i be patient enough and be good to others so i can be good to myself. i am in need of ur prayers so Allah can bless me with proper wisdom and calmness.Mostly I am a empty-hearted person. but i hardly let people understand it. I am good in talking but still i do not talk nicely to people. I am arrogant and disgusting in case of my family. I am very irresponsible and conservation in my own perceptions. :( I just wanna feel good about myself. to have that feeling i have to be a good person. but i keep on making mistakes over n over. The more i err the more i die inside.