I am 25 .. just got through my graduation ceremony today .. and soon on 5th i'll be leaving my country to another for my post-grad. I am bit scared and worried as i have never stayed without my friends before. My family is a mess and i am impulsive and irritating person. I often do understand that i hurt people is different ways...but i dont try to stop myself from doing that. i even am a bit selfish person as-well...I pray to ALLah may i be patient enough and be good to others so i can be good to myself. i am in need of ur prayers so Allah can bless me with proper wisdom and calmness.Mostly I am a empty-hearted person. but i hardly let people understand it. I am good in talking but still i do not talk nicely to people. I am arrogant and disgusting in case of my family. I am very irresponsible and conservation in my own perceptions. :( I just wanna feel good about myself. to have that feeling i have to be a good person. but i keep on making mistakes over n over. The more i err the more i die inside.

plz do pray for me that may i be strong and patient enough to fight against all odd that keeps hurting me despite of my faith in my self.May Allah be merciful of mistakes that i have done and rest my soul in peace.May i be able to make my love work and prove people wrong about the predictiocations they do about my life.I request all to pray for eachothers respect and support in all good and bad times and move on and on in life...no matter how hard it gets.