Please pray that God will give me strength and guidence. My papaw just passed and I now know how unloving and unconsiderate my bf is. Even though he says he loves me and wants to be with me forever I just don't believe it anymore. Seems like hes there for the good but always runs when something tough happens or I need him the most. I love him with all my heart but I have finally decided I need more in a relationship, at least someone that will be there to make sure I'm alright when I loose someone close to me, instead of someone that says "you can come to my house if you want I gotta go meet a friend" woulda really thought he would understand that I wouldnt want to spend my evening with a stranger while they have a good time and I'm sitting thinking of my papaws funeral I just got back from. Please pray God helps me to go in the direction he intends for me to be, and to give me strength to accomplish the path he chooses for me to take. thanks so much! God bless.