I read these everytime I get the email trust in god, he will provide as much as my wife and I are struggling it makes me wonder . I know everyday is a test. But come when does the test end. Iβm losing faith fast that there is no good left in this world. My depression is getting worse barely make it off the couch for a few hours. I donβt know what to do anymore
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Jean, I understand and I have said a prayer for you and your wife. But my heart is telling me to tell you this. It could always be worse without the faith. I have had so many tragedies in my life I ask haven't I been through enough? God said No my child enough is enough when I come get you! He said "he don't make no junk" so in my head I'm not junk and he hears my cries and enough is enough when he answers my prayers or when he comes to get me. He might not be on your time, but he is never late. You are not alone you have your wife; she loves you or she would be gone. I have gone through my struggles with God only I have no significant other. (he was killed at 26) Hold on to the beauty of heaven and seeing Jesus the All Mighty where everything will be GRAND! Also look back and see that every month you made it out and you are here today, to me that is because of your faith, you only need a mustard seed! I love you and please don't give up on yourself or God!
Dear Lord, please hear the cry of Jean. Let him know and experience Your presence, peace, power and provision. No matter what, I pray he and his family will stand firm in You ππΎππΎππΎ
Are you able to talk to a counselor? Catholic Community Services offers free counseling, and you don't have to be Catholic. Many counties and districts offer Mental Health services. These agencies help you focus when life gets rough. Don't wallow in depression too long. The longer we stay in a rut, the harder it is to get out of it. I will be praying for you and your wife, Jean.
I hope you will feel better soon!