i have lots of trials lately.. my husband is sick..he cant work for us so i have to replace him in his obligations..i have lots of debts, some try to sue me..others dont understand my situation they annoy me.. i feel like giving up...i want to have a personal relationship with god but i feel so far to him because of my sins.. shame on me..i always pray for his forgiveness, ask him his guidance but when trials coming up i forgot him. i want to uplift my faith.. but dont know how...