I'VE BEEN EXPERIENCING TOO MUCH PAIN AND A LOT OF HARD WORK FOR SUCH ILLNESS EVERYONE COULD SUFFER,I'M LOSING MY SANITY BUT I STILL HOLD ON WHAT I COULD SEE WHATS TRUE.I FEARED MUCH ABOUT NOT CONTROLLING IT COZ I MIGHT LOSE EVRYTHING FOR LIFE.BOTH PHYSICAL,SPRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL STRESS STRIKES ME,I NOW RELY ON MY MED..I DONT KNOW WHEN OR HOW LONG I COULD STILL HOLD ON..HOPE U COULD PRAY FOR ME,,GODSPEED..