Father I'm on a point in my life where so much change. I lost my believe in you and found it back by the help of my friend. I wanna improve my relationship to you i wanna find myself in you and help others. I wanna tell them how good you are. My friend did YWAM i actually think if i should do it. Im not sure and i cant do it now cause of the finacal situation. Please help me to find my way and a way to pay for it cause i think it would help me a lot. In jesus name i pray. amen