Dear God, I pray that you will help me out more then anything like guide me to find a job, and protect me from harm and bad. give me strength to be stronger again. let me know I am something and not disconnected from the ones I love. Help me to set my goal for getting thin and be able to fit into the cute clothes that I might not be able to fit in now! Walk beside me if there would be any sense of trouble or if I need you to wake me up if nightmares arrive. I pray this to you Help me to put behind me everything that has happened in the past!