Dear God, I know deep down you have a plan for me, but why do I feel so weak and let down by many I have tried to search and find myself a new job but everytime I even try no one can see that I need his help. I just got an interview and I might just have been confident on this job that I am afraid that I won't get it. I have carried many tears and endured all of my pain with friends and those who might be trying to help but more then anything I want my best friend to know that I am here and that I care for her my heart is breaking and I am at the point to where I might just lose it completly Angie