I am having a very hard time, 4 yrs ago my husband left my boys and i very unexpectedly ,it took me a couple years to get back on my feet emotionally and financially . i finally opened up my heart again to a man whom i have known since high school who i have adored for years, i trusted him, and believed he would never leave me and always be good to my boys and I . Well i was wrong he left us too. I am devastated to trust again and to have my heartbroke by someone that meant so much. But i think like with my ex he wanted to be single and drink ,once he started drinking is when he changed, the things he has done and said has damaged my spirits and i lost hope to every be happy with anyone .I have been struggling so bad to just get through daily life and i cant get past this , i know time will heal but i hope it will heal sooner than later because my kids deserve better..please pray for me to find that inner strength i need to heal and have some peace . i would really appreciate it ! thank you :(