i need some prayers :( now a days i've not been sitting with my cell members and cell leaders because i've been ushering and serving for the lord and just pleasing him and i keep feeling that i've not been going for cell groups because of my ushering and not knowing them very well now a days and not bonding with them and i keep having a mind set that one day they will have a mind set that always think my cell member always serve and doesn't want to be with us and i'm just really scared it will happen :( sigh * and i've been having rough week's now a days i dunno is it me or is it god is putting me into trials so many times to make me stronger :(