i need some prayers :( now a days i've not been sitting with my cell members and cell leaders because i've been ushering and serving for the lord and just pleasing him and i keep feeling that i've not been going for cell groups because of my ushering and not knowing them very well now a days and not bonding with them and i keep having a mind set that one day they will have a mind set that always think my cell member always serve and doesn't want to be with us and i'm just really scared it will happen :( sigh * and i've been having rough week's now a days i dunno is it me or is it god is putting me into trials so many times to make me stronger :(

i thought today will be a fun day at cell not make me feel hurt and guilty after talking to my cell leader pray that all my guilt will be gone i feel like crying

God i just want to thank u for helping me through my bad and difficult times i really do appreciate it makes me stronger continue to help me grow a positive mind and not negative love u!!! :)

God i'm sry that i kept idol's in my life , i am sry my awesome god and father pls forgive my sin wash me clean change my heart to be like yours pls god i want to learn from my mistake i know Northlight there is lot's of bad people and they could change me but no god i am your child i will stay humble god i won't change myself to good then bad cause god i dun want people to say i have change it hurt's me amen

yay!!!! tmr is the last day of school!!!!! :D and one week of holiday rest but god i just want u to continue to watch over me , my friends , cell mates , leader's , teacher's , my awesome pri school friends and people around me that i care a lot and trust them in my heart continue to give me the strength to be strong and have a positive mind and not nagative i love u god

god as camp was over thank u so much for helping me through camp god as i go back to school tmr pls be there for me not the devil because the giant has been defeated god i pray that u continue helping me to have a positive mind amen :)

god this week when i go back to school i want to have a positive mind ! not negative pls give me the strength to be strong and ignore those people who want to bully me because they think it's fun amen

i am having such a bad time in my life i have a friendship problem between my church friends and i feel like i am left out because i come from a very bad school which people look down i am from singapore