I'm going thru a lot right now. I've been trying to look for a new job. I have finals coming up. The love of my life might be moving, and I still don't know if I should go with him or not. I cry almost every single night cos I'm so scared of losing him, for good. Even though he hurt me a lot, I just can't let him go. Sometimes I get sad cos I feel like I'm holding onto something that might not have another chance. I try to think positive, but it's hard to when you're struggling and you have a lot going on. I just pray that I find a better job and that I do good when finals come up, and that Lamont and I fall back into place. Amen.