please give me strength and courage to not give up. thank you for all that you have given me in my life would you please give me some insight why would someone try so hard to cause me harm why am I kept I the dark? I've been silent I've been praying I've meditated and have tried surrendering this pain and to forgive only to have him continue. I've sent blessings to him but here is the 1st of a new month no word nothing resolved by keeping on that high road. please guide my next steps my feet feel as if they are frozen in the ground I have searched inside and cannot find the answers I am weary and need your guidance I don't understand and I don't know what I am to do . If this is another lesson I've not a clue what I'm suppose to learn from this situation. I do not want to succumb to revenge i do not want to act from a place of hate but nothing else seems to work and maybe kindness and prayers is just no defense against evil
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