I pray for family members healing & the understanding that the love I have for them all is & has always been genuine. The love I have shown has never been appreciated or reciprocated. I have never asked for anything in return just love, appreciation & the respect that I deserve especially from my sons who seem to have things twisted these days. I have only one life to live & at this point & time in my life I am choosing to live in peace without the lies, the yelling & definitely the cussing...as they do so easily. I am tired of being everybody's backbone & punching bag. I'm just one person. I have paid my dues & then some but it's time for me to live for me. I haven't felt real love from any of my family members in years...but I know God loves me & it shows. I pray for clarity of mind for my sons & that they see the error of their ways & that my feelings really do matter...maybe not to them but to me & God. AMEN