For the past week, I haven't been getting good night sleep and have been waking up really early in the morning. There is just too much on my mind and these nightmares will not leave me alone. I feel like I am going crazy and feeling really depressed. I sometimes hate myself, feels alone and often don't know why I should keep on living. I don't know what is my purpose in life for living anymore. I just pray that things will get better from friends, transferring schools, health, and other things that has been on my mind. I just hope that my prayers will be answered.