I pray that I could develop a personal praise that pleases the Lord, real thank you to Him for who He is in my life and the lives of others even people I do not know. So much pain from broken plans, multiple hurricanes, loss of property, bad choices of myself/others, school debts, bad credit, severe handicaps, long winters... positive spirit has left my relations with Him. I miss God and being with Him like I used to be just me and Him. A slice of real peace...