My struggle is how this change in me, is being called to walk away from confrontations and bridal my thoughts as well as my tongue. I tell friends that I'm dealing with an ESL issue and that is. My native black American tongue is sharper than a two edged sword. And believe me I've been struggling and being professional with my responses, if not saying anything. And it has been hard for me. I'm asking for the diligent warriors to pray to the Holy Ghost, to give me peace in this transition. I have the skills to converse with others, it's the negative connotations and all out warfare events that test this soul. Thank you so much and God bless