Just to update, I made it through the back surgery but not without some major complications.
I have lost so much weight that I am now down to 87 pounds. My surgeon told me that is where a dying cancer patient is a few days before death. I do know that is true because I watched my father die of cancer.
I need prayers that I can gain back the 40 pounds that I have lost over the last 2 yrs, when all my back issues started. Also please pray that I can get out of this very serious depressed state that this surgery has left me in.
Please pray also that my family will come together and be a family again.
I truly believe that is Jesus name this can all happen. I pray daily for my children and my brother, that they will see the light of what they are doing.
Thank you for your kind prayers and thoughts. Also know that I pray for all of you daily as well.