It's been a year since I made the decision to split up from my kids' father. I made a decision out of emotion and I want him back and live in joy not sorrow. He hates me. He moved on with someone he is currently living with and she wishes the worst on me. We are having a custody battle, my 9 yr old son is so depressed that he is having issues at school and I had to put him in counseling. My autoimmune illness flared up in June after a few years in remission and now have to have frequent MRIs to check for Cancer and be on long term immunosupressant drugs. I'm alone taking care of 3 young children with no family around and there are days where I'm feeling so fatigued due to my illness. I pray that my childrens father would leave the woman he is with because she is no good for him and she is keeping him away from his children. I pray for healing, restoration, forgiveness, love and joy. That god can bring him back and restore everything thats been broken between us for so long. I pray that god open his eyes and that he can see things from my perspective as to why I made him leave in the first place and that he can see that his young sons need him. I want to raise my children with him because I didn't have my dad in my life. Ijna