Am Lavender, May God have mercy on me i have pain and tears after my husband left to go stay with mistress i feel wasted...i thot God will hold my hand since February 2019 my life is just saddness, when will God remember me, because my husband life and the mistrss is full of happines, why is this happening to me, has GOD FORGOTEN about me, why is God not doing something to make me have hope in him again i have lost hope in life..i feel like dying..