Peggy I was once where you are now. I heard on the radio "you can worry or you can have faith in God, but you cannot have both". From that day forward I would give everything to God. I would talk to him as if he was sitting right next to me. I would tell my wants, my needs, my concerns, my fears, etc.... and then I would tell him that I am giving all of this to you Lord because I know that it is not on my time, but on your time. I know you will provide and you will ensure I have everything that I need. From that day until now, he has answered all my prayers on his time and he has provided as he has promised us. I know that if you do this same thing, you are going to see and feel his presence in your life more than you ever have before. God Bless you!

REad Psalm 107: 19-20 KJV
My prayers were lifted up for you Peggy. God is so good, Hes awesome. He will never leave you. Keeping prayer, endure, Hes made you strong. Remember youre a Daughter of KING! love you sister!