David as you take one step closer to God he will take two steps toward you. As you start praying to the Lord and doing his will those demons will be more eager to ruin you but this time you will have protection. Soon as you speak to God your protection is already working (Isaiah 1:18- Come now, let us reason together, "says the Lord".though your sin be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.) So its does not matter what you've done in the past God is the only one with the power to remove your sins as well as the demons that constantly attack you. Just as it pours down raining you seek shelter. And soon as you find it no matter how bad the rain is, you are immediately protected from it. The rain is those demons attached all over you and operate your actions , your thoughts, your speech. Jesus is the shelter from all of it. Soon as you reach for Jesus they will try to pull you back as the rain you would hear attacking that roof you would be under. But you would be forgiven immediately, your burdens will begin to have options, and your strength in God will grow until it overflows. And those demons could not stand in your presence. God said " there is NO SIN TOO GREAT that he cannot forgive. Show God who you are and pray to him of the person you are trying to become.
God bless you David in King Jesus name. Amen.