URGENT prayer request Please this is actually for myself I usually ask for others, but now I ask God for my pets & myself.
God YOU know my situation, I need you now more than ever before. I am at a total loss... I need YOU God to step in, rescue the dogs , cats, & I we need a place to live. I need a job that "I can Handle doing" with my physical & emotional disabilities, God, you know my financial situation already and have sustained us on only $621 a month you've taken just a few loaves of bread & multiplied them. Forgive me for my weakness, my faith & hope is wavering I feel so totally defeated, alone, no family. no support, forgive me please I don't mean to play the victim, I'm not, I've gotten myself into my own mess, outside of my health & emotional disabilities, my current situation is due to my own poor choices, poor judgement, past sins still haunting me. I am feeling lost though, I've never been so hopeless or depressed, I see no way out, no reprieve in sight. Living in a hotel, in a single room with my 3 dogs and 2 cats, I am clean, responsible, clean everyday, make own dog food, have raised these dogs since they were pups, they are now 10, & 12 years, {how can I just abandon them?} People tell me to get rid of them, they don't understand, I NEED them as much as they NEED me. They are ALL I've got left in this world. I don't drink or do any illegal drugs like so many here do, nor do I sell my body for money or in exchange for the rent and necessities as most of the women here Yet, I understand why they do and I don't judge them, I don't judge anyone! This life in this world is so SO hard! I was only supposed to be here temporarily here it is a year later. I'm trying to keep doing what's right' yet," I'm judged". People who Think they have all of the facts God and they don't, it hurts so bad and cuts so deep, please forgive me and help me to forgive them. Even my closest of family those I never thought, dreamed, hoped, prayed, would leave me, stop talking to me, {because of the past} have. What do I have left ? without my daughters, Oh God, Only You can understand the deep pain, and rejection I feel because of this. I know they aren't doing it to purposely hurt me, but, they have hurts that need healing- please bring healing to their hearts as well as to mine. without a supportive family from either side {which I've never had or a Father, which I've never had} or my Mom who passed away, who was the Only constant in my life? I need a Miracle God In Jesus Name I ask all of these things please,
Amen.

If you all will PLEASE be praying for a miracle I need one like so many others on here?
I need one fast Or I will be out on the streets or living in my car.
Thank you VERY much, God bless you all.