God rebuild my strength and courage, help me to stop worrying and rebuild my faith, rebuild my energy , help me rebuild and restore myself, help me restore my relationship with my daughter and our family. I’m praying and asking you God to restore all these things in me so I am able to return to a better lifestyle so that I am Able to do more of what your will is for me. Without these things I feel my life is over, I don’t see what it is you want me to do or my purpose in life is. I need to see the purpose of my life and need some clarity of even why I was born. I feel like I haven’t done a good job or used this life you have given me to have done anything of real worth or meaning. I feel like I have failed in so many ways. Please hear my prayers and help restore me in these ways for your purpose in me . Please make me more like Ayla, with a world of purpose. Please help me to see it clearly and be able to fulfill it. I know I am not Ayla, but please help me to become more like her and have her strength. Amen