Please God, why are you making my life so difficult at my age? My health is failing and my finances are very low. My life is being tortured and I feel that I can no longer stand it. Please send help for me so that I can live the rest of my golden years in peace and tranquility with you always leading the way. I ask for wisdom and guidance and grace to be silent at all times. I pray that you will help me live in peace, do the things that are right in your eyes, follow you every day and be silent when things are lashed out at me. In Jesus name, I,pray. Amen.