Papa God,

I want to thank you today for all the blessings you have given me. For all that I have accomplished. I am sorry for all the bad things I have done. For all the things I did against your will. Papa God, its my favorite season of the year. But I am not happy. I am angry, sad, lost, tired. I don’t understand why but suddenly I feel like all the colors have faded. I am praying to you everyday please guide me through this. Help me and be on my side always. Amen