My life has taken many beautiful turns (meeting the love of my life, having my beautiful children and a business that fulfills me) but with those turns have come some pain and heart ache. I need God to work with me to change the things inside me that I can't seem to fight and to hold my hand to the help that is out there. I also need him to touch the hearts of my enemies who are out to destroy me and help them to realize that what good they saw in me at first is still there. I need your help Lord! I need to let go of all the stress and pain and work for the people you brought to me to help. I believe you put me where I am at this moment to make a difference and I am trying to do that. I am so caught up in my own self torture, doubt and pain that I can't see it right now. PLEASE HELP ME LORD to find my way!