My life has taken many beautiful turns (meeting the love of my life, having my beautiful children and a business that fulfills me) but with those turns have come some pain and heart ache. I need God to work with me to change the things inside me that I can't seem to fight and to hold my hand to the help that is out there. I also need him to touch the hearts of my enemies who are out to destroy me and help them to realize that what good they saw in me at first is still there. I need your help Lord! I need to let go of all the stress and pain and work for the people you brought to me to help. I believe you put me where I am at this moment to make a difference and I am trying to do that. I am so caught up in my own self torture, doubt and pain that I can't see it right now. PLEASE HELP ME LORD to find my way!

I am suffering in this pain and I need to give it to God and trust that what ever he decides for me is his divine plan. However; I ask for prayers that forgiveness can be given so that I can be a parent to my children instead of being away from them. PLEASE LORD help me to start over and to fight my demons once and for all. PLEASE GIVE ME the strength to do everything I need to fight this!

Once again, I am suffering and this time it will affect my children's lives. Please don't let their lives be ruined by the lessons that you need me to learn. Please give me strength, please give me knowledge and PLEASE help me to do what is right for them and what is your will. Help me have faith that what I am going through is part of your divine plan for my life. I'm scared and I come before you on bended knee asking for your help.