God be with me today. I'm scared that my health is at risk. I failed to tame my cravings, failed to lose weight, made terrible food choices, and now I have to face up to what the results of my blood work will be. How bad is bad, is it still reversible. I'm so scared, but I lack willpower. Please God help me. I want to live a long happy, healthy life and be with my family. Please pray for me to turn this around before it's too late.